yesterday while having ma insomnia, wif ma eyes wide open even it's 2:00 am, suddenly sumthing came crawling into ma mind...it sure would be nice if i blog again....
so, here i am today...to blog bout ma thoughts and feelings...
yah, if u're a new reader for my boring blog, u will see that all the previous post talks about my ex-bf...and 4 yeras back of my life....and sure u'll wonder, "pasal le peah tak buat blog baru? camne le kalo pizi baca blog nie?"
and the answer is, i still want to keep all those memories...coz without past, there won't be current and will definately won't be a future...without ma past, i won't be who i am now....and without those past, i won't meet my en tunang now..huhu....
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Monday, January 16, 2006
Holaaa......
Wut's up.???? tetibe rase cam dah lama jerk tak tulis kat blog nie...mmg dah agak lama giler gak ler...i think more than 2 month....huhhuuhuhuh.....
So wut's new bout me????i've already start workin in TM..Tm Bkt Mahkamah...near pudu..just behind menara maybank...how's ma work???quite interesting and fun...i just have to call client and ask them to pay their bills....sette bout regarding their payment..or any problem...and da most interestin part is....i can terminate phone line as i wish...muahahahahah...interestin aite???but it's just for da moment only...pas nie ma workin will be more thrillin....
i've already moved...now i'm stayin in bangsar....dah jadik awek bangsar...huhuhuh....da happening place in KL....who dunno bangsar???every body knows it....got new hauzmate...dis hauz is da best hauz ever...i'm stayin in master bedroom...got ma own toilet...queen size bed...muahahah...bole golek pepuas...this hauz is complete....next week i wanna by washing machine...and the month after i wanna install astro....at 1st cam rase xnak ler tambah expenses by installing astro...tp bile think dat i'll missed CSI, charmed...huhuhuh....i think i need astro...tp, wanna wait till asip gimme his tv....beso ckit ler dr tv yg provided by landlord tuh....
wokey ler...i think dat's all for da moment...wanna check ma mail then start wif ma work....see ya later....
So wut's new bout me????i've already start workin in TM..Tm Bkt Mahkamah...near pudu..just behind menara maybank...how's ma work???quite interesting and fun...i just have to call client and ask them to pay their bills....sette bout regarding their payment..or any problem...and da most interestin part is....i can terminate phone line as i wish...muahahahahah...interestin aite???but it's just for da moment only...pas nie ma workin will be more thrillin....
i've already moved...now i'm stayin in bangsar....dah jadik awek bangsar...huhuhuh....da happening place in KL....who dunno bangsar???every body knows it....got new hauzmate...dis hauz is da best hauz ever...i'm stayin in master bedroom...got ma own toilet...queen size bed...muahahah...bole golek pepuas...this hauz is complete....next week i wanna by washing machine...and the month after i wanna install astro....at 1st cam rase xnak ler tambah expenses by installing astro...tp bile think dat i'll missed CSI, charmed...huhuhuh....i think i need astro...tp, wanna wait till asip gimme his tv....beso ckit ler dr tv yg provided by landlord tuh....
wokey ler...i think dat's all for da moment...wanna check ma mail then start wif ma work....see ya later....
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Monday, July 11, 2005
It's been 22 years......
HEPPI 22ND BURFDAY.....
It has been 22 years....and i'm still here...Alhamdulillah coz Allah panjangkan umo and giving me chance to be a better person i guess....hehehehe.....
22 years is da number i should compare wif wut i've achieve and wut i've done...i'm satisfied and thankfull for wut i am and for wut i have...tp, cam tak puas lg hidup sebenanyer....still wanna try a lot of things.....nak masuk rally...nak water rafting...nak scuba...nak bungee jumping...nak kawin, nak ade anak,nak ade cucu, nak ade keta besa, nak ade rumah besar, nak gi paris, nak travel da world.....muahahaha...bnyk lg benda yg nak cuba sebenanyer....
but on da other side, at 22, i still have my loving family eventho sumtimes i still miss ma late father...i got ma sweet boy lollipop who's so in lurve wif me, a very caring, loving and considered lover...i've got ma degree in Bachelor of Multimedia (hons) major in Media Innovation and Management....maybe sum of ma frens said, 'aler grad awal tp pointer tak cun buat per'...but for me, u're being judge not for how many books u've read and memorize, but how much knowledge u got and how u carry and present yourself....aler, bukannyer ade cop kat dahi tuh baper pointer ko pun kan...hehehe..as long as i graduate and i've already secure a working place.....i'm not only just graduated, but being participated in university activities....organized a programme, camping, jungle tracking, hills climbing, ab-sailing, kayaking, water confidence, swim in a swarm.....wut else????bnyk sgt.....tak temention....
at 22, i've got my driving license, i can ride a motocycle and i can drive around kl....just gimme any car...bole nyer drive...hehehe...kerek plak..for da moment, i don't have ma own car....but, i'm going to have one...mak kata she'll pay da down payment, but i'll pay monthly....at 22 gak i have ma own car...i buy wif ma own money....memintak dpt le...skalik berangan jerk sebenanyer.....hehehhe...mak tuh bukan betul pun....janji palsu jerk nanti....
wut else i've achieve at 22???i've been a guest in Allah's hauz....i've seen sum of da world...i've got da chance to travel and see da other side of da world...and i got frens all around me...i can be sure wif dat when i got a lot of burfday wishes for ma burfday....from da person whom i admire and da person who admire me; juling and ariel.....ma x-bestfren back in malacca; tokpek, ma classmates; syamzaily, pechal, sham tud, ma x-skoolmates;balqis, tepah, azreen, masnad, ma hauzmates; kutark and jaja....ma best buddy, ellia and sai....and ramai ler....even landlord pun wish me....beba jerk yg tak wish.....hehehe.....
At 22 i've experience and done lot of weird and stupid things...clubbing, been there...dancing, done that...bitchying, done that...international artist's concert, been there....gigs, been there...smoking, done that...drinking, done that accidentally...being in an illegal car race, been there...trespassing, done that...being kicked from hostel, done that...rebel in hostel,skool, defenately done that....pierced ma belly, done that also....hehehe...
above all, at 22, i've experienced everything, so, if anyone talk-to-talk to me, i just reply been there,done that....i'm not proud for wut i've done,bu at least i've experince all of it...
It has been 22 years....and i'm still here...Alhamdulillah coz Allah panjangkan umo and giving me chance to be a better person i guess....hehehehe.....
22 years is da number i should compare wif wut i've achieve and wut i've done...i'm satisfied and thankfull for wut i am and for wut i have...tp, cam tak puas lg hidup sebenanyer....still wanna try a lot of things.....nak masuk rally...nak water rafting...nak scuba...nak bungee jumping...nak kawin, nak ade anak,nak ade cucu, nak ade keta besa, nak ade rumah besar, nak gi paris, nak travel da world.....muahahaha...bnyk lg benda yg nak cuba sebenanyer....
but on da other side, at 22, i still have my loving family eventho sumtimes i still miss ma late father...i got ma sweet boy lollipop who's so in lurve wif me, a very caring, loving and considered lover...i've got ma degree in Bachelor of Multimedia (hons) major in Media Innovation and Management....maybe sum of ma frens said, 'aler grad awal tp pointer tak cun buat per'...but for me, u're being judge not for how many books u've read and memorize, but how much knowledge u got and how u carry and present yourself....aler, bukannyer ade cop kat dahi tuh baper pointer ko pun kan...hehehe..as long as i graduate and i've already secure a working place.....i'm not only just graduated, but being participated in university activities....organized a programme, camping, jungle tracking, hills climbing, ab-sailing, kayaking, water confidence, swim in a swarm.....wut else????bnyk sgt.....tak temention....
at 22, i've got my driving license, i can ride a motocycle and i can drive around kl....just gimme any car...bole nyer drive...hehehe...kerek plak..for da moment, i don't have ma own car....but, i'm going to have one...mak kata she'll pay da down payment, but i'll pay monthly....at 22 gak i have ma own car...i buy wif ma own money....memintak dpt le...skalik berangan jerk sebenanyer.....hehehhe...mak tuh bukan betul pun....janji palsu jerk nanti....
wut else i've achieve at 22???i've been a guest in Allah's hauz....i've seen sum of da world...i've got da chance to travel and see da other side of da world...and i got frens all around me...i can be sure wif dat when i got a lot of burfday wishes for ma burfday....from da person whom i admire and da person who admire me; juling and ariel.....ma x-bestfren back in malacca; tokpek, ma classmates; syamzaily, pechal, sham tud, ma x-skoolmates;balqis, tepah, azreen, masnad, ma hauzmates; kutark and jaja....ma best buddy, ellia and sai....and ramai ler....even landlord pun wish me....beba jerk yg tak wish.....hehehe.....
At 22 i've experience and done lot of weird and stupid things...clubbing, been there...dancing, done that...bitchying, done that...international artist's concert, been there....gigs, been there...smoking, done that...drinking, done that accidentally...being in an illegal car race, been there...trespassing, done that...being kicked from hostel, done that...rebel in hostel,skool, defenately done that....pierced ma belly, done that also....hehehe...
above all, at 22, i've experienced everything, so, if anyone talk-to-talk to me, i just reply been there,done that....i'm not proud for wut i've done,bu at least i've experince all of it...
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Satu......
Aku ini adalah dirimu,
Cinta ini adalah cintamu,
Aku ini adalah dirimu,
Jiwa ini adalah jiwamu,
Rindu ini adalah rindumu,
Darah ini adalah darahmu,
Tak ada yang lain, Selain dirimu,
Yang selalu ku puja,
Ku sebut namamu,
Disetiap hembusan nafasku,
Kusebut namamu,
Kusebut namamu,
Dengan tanganmu aku menyentuh,
Dengan kakimu aku berjalan,
Dengan matamu aku memandang,
Dengan telingamu ku mendengar,
Dengan lidahmu aku bicara,
Dengan hatimu aku merasa.
Ma latest fav song.....
Cinta ini adalah cintamu,
Aku ini adalah dirimu,
Jiwa ini adalah jiwamu,
Rindu ini adalah rindumu,
Darah ini adalah darahmu,
Tak ada yang lain, Selain dirimu,
Yang selalu ku puja,
Ku sebut namamu,
Disetiap hembusan nafasku,
Kusebut namamu,
Kusebut namamu,
Dengan tanganmu aku menyentuh,
Dengan kakimu aku berjalan,
Dengan matamu aku memandang,
Dengan telingamu ku mendengar,
Dengan lidahmu aku bicara,
Dengan hatimu aku merasa.
Ma latest fav song.....
Saturday, June 04, 2005
Ma New Homey..bye bye A2-1-1
today is da last day in cj in this very own A2-1-1...i'm sure gonna miss dis place...it's a place where we hang out, we chat, burfday celebration, da runble, gossiping, playing picit t*t*k, playing uno; da hauz tradition game and da way of welcoming da new guys.....from sept 2002 till june 2005..this place is like heaven, all da members were like a one big happy family (cut all those bitchy thinggy)...bese ler gurls....
at last...we have to abandon da hauz for gud...aireen was da 1st person abandon da huaz, and now she had moved to JB..she got her own life now..a career lady..gud for her...irnny (wut da hell happen to her actually) will be stayin in seremban...she said she wanna cut da cost coz she'll be needing da money to pay for her tution fees...(wut was she thinking??!!)...it like, 10 years still u can't save to pay for da tution fees...her father didn't know bout her extend....dunno how long she's going to extend...i hope she'll just finish her degree...leha would have to move in to hostel....and her problem is wut if she wanna go to toilet in da middle of da nite...hehehehe...she such a scare lil gurl...it's gud for her actually...she can rent for da whole trimester year..it's not expensive...so, she won't have a prob when she got class on 2nd and 3rd sem....poor leha..she have to extend for da whole year...
and for me, jaja and beba, we move to sri kembangan....lestari puchong...at least, sum of A2-1-1 members are still together...i'm sure gonna treasure all da sweet memories dat we've spend together for almost 3 years....it's really fun movin to a new place, where u get ur own room at a cheaper rental...but, i'll miss dat place...near to shops and bus stand, lepaking at mamak's or mama's, da apartment's always happening for 24/7; u can't differentiate weather it's day or nite, u can swim and play tennis and spoil urself in sauna, a lot of ur frens there, internet 24/7, line is always "clear"(u got wut i mean)...well life goes own...
da new hauz is nice also...it's great to have a big hauz wif a small rental..i didn't decorate ma room like beba & jaja, coz i'm not sure weather i'm goin to settle down there or not..coz after this i'm going for a job hunt...so depends on where i'm goin to work...then only i'll settle down and can deco2 ma room...yeay...hehehehe...neway, i still got ma own room back in ipoh to deco2...tuh pun tak terdeco...hehehe...but wif hasip around, i can't even keep da room neat...ish...susah gak tuh....neway...heppi new hauz...bile ler nak buat hauz warming party....eh, dah buat tau baca yasin...dat da most priority tau...
at last...we have to abandon da hauz for gud...aireen was da 1st person abandon da huaz, and now she had moved to JB..she got her own life now..a career lady..gud for her...irnny (wut da hell happen to her actually) will be stayin in seremban...she said she wanna cut da cost coz she'll be needing da money to pay for her tution fees...(wut was she thinking??!!)...it like, 10 years still u can't save to pay for da tution fees...her father didn't know bout her extend....dunno how long she's going to extend...i hope she'll just finish her degree...leha would have to move in to hostel....and her problem is wut if she wanna go to toilet in da middle of da nite...hehehehe...she such a scare lil gurl...it's gud for her actually...she can rent for da whole trimester year..it's not expensive...so, she won't have a prob when she got class on 2nd and 3rd sem....poor leha..she have to extend for da whole year...
and for me, jaja and beba, we move to sri kembangan....lestari puchong...at least, sum of A2-1-1 members are still together...i'm sure gonna treasure all da sweet memories dat we've spend together for almost 3 years....it's really fun movin to a new place, where u get ur own room at a cheaper rental...but, i'll miss dat place...near to shops and bus stand, lepaking at mamak's or mama's, da apartment's always happening for 24/7; u can't differentiate weather it's day or nite, u can swim and play tennis and spoil urself in sauna, a lot of ur frens there, internet 24/7, line is always "clear"(u got wut i mean)...well life goes own...
da new hauz is nice also...it's great to have a big hauz wif a small rental..i didn't decorate ma room like beba & jaja, coz i'm not sure weather i'm goin to settle down there or not..coz after this i'm going for a job hunt...so depends on where i'm goin to work...then only i'll settle down and can deco2 ma room...yeay...hehehehe...neway, i still got ma own room back in ipoh to deco2...tuh pun tak terdeco...hehehe...but wif hasip around, i can't even keep da room neat...ish...susah gak tuh....neway...heppi new hauz...bile ler nak buat hauz warming party....eh, dah buat tau baca yasin...dat da most priority tau...
Thursday, May 26, 2005
da like and da lurve....
In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster
But in front of the person you love, you get happy.
In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.
If you look into the eyes of the one you like,you blush.
But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile.
In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind.
But in front of the person you love, you can.
In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy.
But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self.
You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like.
But you can always smile and stare into the eyes of the one you love.
When the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.
But when the one you love is crying, you cry with them.
The feeling of like starts from the ear.
But the feeling of love starts from the eye.
So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears.
But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heartforever
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
sempurna.....
memang kita dilahirkan dengan ciri yang berbeza
berlainan paras rupa dan rambang mengikut ciptaan yang esa
tapi lumrah dunia bukan milik kita
yang sering dikagum dan dikejar
harusalah sedar cantiknya jati diri bukan pilihan mata
tiada kurangnya kau terlebih besar
tiada hodohnya kau kurang jelita
kerna apabila kita selami
sempurnakah kau di dalam hati
tiada bezanya tinggi atau rendah
kau tetap manis walau tak secerah
terimalah bagaimana kau dicipta
didalam diri pastikan sempurna
jangan terpengaruh dengan kejelitaan berhelah
digambarkan di majalah
ukuran ramping setebal mana bersolek dengan jenama ternama
tidak boleh manggantikan perkerti yang dimiliki kita
tak semestinya yang cantik
tak semestinya yang cantik
akan menjamin kebahagian abadi
di dalam hidup ini lihatlah disekeliling mu
kau disayangai kerna penampilan yang sejati
ku pasti.....
jangan berubah..jangan ragui
semua yang indah ada dalam diri
andai kau cari kepuasan hati
bukannya zahir sempurnakan pekerti
*1st time i heard this song was on Februari..masa naik keta asip...dia kata.."i tuju lagu nie kat u..." aku tanya ler lagu ape nie??? "denga jeler" bile denga lyrics dia...hehehe...tetibe rase cam so sweet ler plak....muahahahha....terjiwang ler plak aku nie.....
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Career Girl....
ari nie ade 2nd intebiu kat YenMaseriAriel.com. aku pun bgn ler kol 6:10..yeler coz nak tumpang jaja ngan sepul..derang kata derang dtg amik dlm kol 7:15 camtuh...semanagt tuh bgn awal...takut kene tinggalkan....aku sesiap ler...pakai mekap semua, pakai baju baru beli kat MNG ari tuh..kaler pink lagik...ntah bile aku jadik peminat pink nie...asip ler yg pilih...
dah kol 7:00 tetibe aku tergerak ati nak sms sepul...nak ingatkan dia yg aku follow dia,mana ler tau, incase dia telupa plak psl aku...huh...mmg betul pun agakan aku..dia bole reply sms aku, "hak ela..aku dah masuk LDP nie...camne??"..perghh...time tuh aku dah siap..dlm ati aku dah pk, pepenat jerk aku siap...mekap cun cun semua...
aku pun sms ler En Ali, aku punyer GM yg nak intebiu aku tuh..aku kata aku tak dpt dtg intebiu ari nie..aku nak mintak pospont..nasib baik dia ckp ok...pastuh tetibe plak sepul sms, "lg 5 minit turun"...aku pun "wutda?!!"...aku call dia, dia kata dia tgh on da way nak amik aku...dah nak sampai dah katanya..soh aku turun terus...
aku turun ler, tunggu kat rounabout cyberia tuh...dlm keta aku tanya ler sepul, dia patah balik amik aku ker??dia bole ngan toyenyer jawap yg dia kencing aku jerk..perghh..mmg kene maki ler...ade ker buat lawak kelantan plak pepagi intebiu tuh...aku sms ler balik En Ali kata jadik plak intebiu...
aku dtg intebiu ngan En Ali..dia kata ari nie Bosh beso pun nak intebiu...cuak ler plak aku...dia intebiu aku kol 9:00 coz kol 9:30 dia ade miting...pastuh, dia nak aku buat outline wut am i suppose to do during ma whole practical...dia soh aku dok dlm blk dia buat bende tuh kat pc dia...dia plak blah gi miting...tgh aku sebok bebuat tuh,tetibe En Yen masuk..En Yen tuh bosh beso tuh ler...cuak aku...pastuh En Ali soh aku pindah meja Suzy...Suzy ari tuh mc...pastuh dah buat ckit, kene pindah lg kat meja sblh jaja..now it's ma table...hehehe....tgh aku bebuat tuh, tetibe kok wai call, kata ericsson nak intebiu me on tuesday..and i'm going to do ma practical there...i went..huh???baru nak panggil....
Ericsson pun bole tahan gak..kat cyber jerk...kalo jln kaki 1/2 jam dah sampai...tp, jauh ler kalo nak jalan kan??pentry dia besh woo...ade snack yg memcm from machine..free ajerk...pastuh kalo buhsan, bole main table tennis....u can come to work any time, but u have to be 8 hrs in work...cost for transportation pun tak bnyk...wut's more, it's an international company...
kol 12:00 baru deranga abes miting..aku print ler ape yg aku kene buat tuh...dia kata ok..then he pass it to En. Yen..aku pun cite ler kat En Ali yg aku dpt offer dr ericsson..En Ali kata,ericsson mmg company besar...tp, they've all the things ready...but if i work here, i start from scrap...i'll practise all da thing that i've learn...then i said, "so u can gimme A+ for my report??"..dia kata depends..eheheh...i asked him to increase my elaun, he replied "wah..lemak plak"...heheheh...then he gimme a peace of paper...then he started to describe about da work dat i actually have to do...pastuh dia kata..ok awak start dr atas...i went "huh??"..start skang ker??dia kata ha'ah...setat ari nie jerk..."nape??awak ade program lain ker?"..i said "takde ler..cume tetibe jerk.."
so, at dat moment officially i've been hired....elaun RM500....work environment mmg besh..ade meja sendirik, pc sendirik ngan hard disk 100gig...stationary semua lengkap, mintak jerk..dr pemadam sampai ler ker file....pastuh, we got privillage for recriation in Kuala Lumpur Golf and Country Club....bole pakai semua tuh for free....bole swimming, gym, bowling, aerobic, movie...semua ler.....wut's more..it's a malay company...agak besa ler gak kan...kita tulun melayu....mak pun cam excited nak soh keje kat YMA nie.....
dah kol 7:00 tetibe aku tergerak ati nak sms sepul...nak ingatkan dia yg aku follow dia,mana ler tau, incase dia telupa plak psl aku...huh...mmg betul pun agakan aku..dia bole reply sms aku, "hak ela..aku dah masuk LDP nie...camne??"..perghh...time tuh aku dah siap..dlm ati aku dah pk, pepenat jerk aku siap...mekap cun cun semua...
aku pun sms ler En Ali, aku punyer GM yg nak intebiu aku tuh..aku kata aku tak dpt dtg intebiu ari nie..aku nak mintak pospont..nasib baik dia ckp ok...pastuh tetibe plak sepul sms, "lg 5 minit turun"...aku pun "wutda?!!"...aku call dia, dia kata dia tgh on da way nak amik aku...dah nak sampai dah katanya..soh aku turun terus...
aku turun ler, tunggu kat rounabout cyberia tuh...dlm keta aku tanya ler sepul, dia patah balik amik aku ker??dia bole ngan toyenyer jawap yg dia kencing aku jerk..perghh..mmg kene maki ler...ade ker buat lawak kelantan plak pepagi intebiu tuh...aku sms ler balik En Ali kata jadik plak intebiu...
aku dtg intebiu ngan En Ali..dia kata ari nie Bosh beso pun nak intebiu...cuak ler plak aku...dia intebiu aku kol 9:00 coz kol 9:30 dia ade miting...pastuh, dia nak aku buat outline wut am i suppose to do during ma whole practical...dia soh aku dok dlm blk dia buat bende tuh kat pc dia...dia plak blah gi miting...tgh aku sebok bebuat tuh,tetibe En Yen masuk..En Yen tuh bosh beso tuh ler...cuak aku...pastuh En Ali soh aku pindah meja Suzy...Suzy ari tuh mc...pastuh dah buat ckit, kene pindah lg kat meja sblh jaja..now it's ma table...hehehe....tgh aku bebuat tuh, tetibe kok wai call, kata ericsson nak intebiu me on tuesday..and i'm going to do ma practical there...i went..huh???baru nak panggil....
Ericsson pun bole tahan gak..kat cyber jerk...kalo jln kaki 1/2 jam dah sampai...tp, jauh ler kalo nak jalan kan??pentry dia besh woo...ade snack yg memcm from machine..free ajerk...pastuh kalo buhsan, bole main table tennis....u can come to work any time, but u have to be 8 hrs in work...cost for transportation pun tak bnyk...wut's more, it's an international company...
kol 12:00 baru deranga abes miting..aku print ler ape yg aku kene buat tuh...dia kata ok..then he pass it to En. Yen..aku pun cite ler kat En Ali yg aku dpt offer dr ericsson..En Ali kata,ericsson mmg company besar...tp, they've all the things ready...but if i work here, i start from scrap...i'll practise all da thing that i've learn...then i said, "so u can gimme A+ for my report??"..dia kata depends..eheheh...i asked him to increase my elaun, he replied "wah..lemak plak"...heheheh...then he gimme a peace of paper...then he started to describe about da work dat i actually have to do...pastuh dia kata..ok awak start dr atas...i went "huh??"..start skang ker??dia kata ha'ah...setat ari nie jerk..."nape??awak ade program lain ker?"..i said "takde ler..cume tetibe jerk.."
so, at dat moment officially i've been hired....elaun RM500....work environment mmg besh..ade meja sendirik, pc sendirik ngan hard disk 100gig...stationary semua lengkap, mintak jerk..dr pemadam sampai ler ker file....pastuh, we got privillage for recriation in Kuala Lumpur Golf and Country Club....bole pakai semua tuh for free....bole swimming, gym, bowling, aerobic, movie...semua ler.....wut's more..it's a malay company...agak besa ler gak kan...kita tulun melayu....mak pun cam excited nak soh keje kat YMA nie.....
Monday, April 25, 2005
where's da love???
why just can anybody luv me?is it very hard just to luv me?do i have to beg just to get some of your luv?
i keep on convincing maself dat there's sumbody who lov me..i keep on convincing maself dat my mom luv me...but it will just end up dissapointing me..dah habis ke kasih sayang dia sampai takleh nak bg ckit pun kat aku??since i got into mmu and i got my ptptn, i didn't ask her to gimme money pun...i live by maself...okay masa kat emerald, she pay da rental...after that, not a cent pun..again i ask for her money masa memula pindah cyber...coz i really need money at dat time...dengan nak baya deposit and to buy sum furniture...but after that, not a penny...all da rental, da electrical bills, water bills, books and cloth all from da ptptn...tak mintak kat dia pun...even when i got back to ma hometown...any hauzhold stuff yg takde, i bought wif ma own money...tak claim pun...but yet, i'm still the black sheep of da family....
cume nak mintak tulun bayakan bill tepon jerk coz i really need to make a phone call..i want to set an interview coz dah 2 kali miss interview wif ntv7...and i wanna make a comformation wif citibank bout my interview...bukannyer mahal..RM100 sumthing jerk...i only ask her to pay da bill...bukan soh bayakan sewa ker..bayakan bill ker..tanggung mkn or gimme duit banjer...she just replied, u didn't even call me, so wut for i have to pay ur bill...u can sms and call ur bf but u didn't call me at all..u can spend ur money for dat unnessary call and sms, so suit urself..pay ur own bill..keep on comparing me wif man..abg fatiah..she said that i'm selfish...never think bout others...dat's why my brothers always mad at me..but as far as i'm concern, there's no problem between me and ma brother...slalu jerk kitowang sms or call...buatper call kalo sekadar nak denga dia membebel jerk..she should call me also, coz i'm her daughter rite???bancik dolu masa kat uniten bole jerk dia call slalu..every week..kalo lama tak denga citer bole jerk call...bancik dah dpt duit jpa pun, she will always call and ask him whether he got money...she will always give him sum money when ever he came back to ipoh..but she never ask me whether i got money or not...but i never miss to give her anything on her birthday or on mother's day...wut abour his beloved sons??buat per nak mengungkit nanti cam tak ikhlas...tp, it's really hurting me..
i try ma best not to burden her...semua benda i did on my own...every single thing...tp...sayang sgt ngan her son...he's the most gud child among us..nak kata paling pandai, aku yg paling pandai walaupun sebenanyer tak pandai mana..if he involve in accident,hse'll pay eveeerything..but if i'm involve in accident, i'll every single penny wif ma money...kalo aku blk, semua benda aku buat, dr basuh kain sampai lipat kain, dr masak sampai basuh pinggan...and still, i;m the selfish one...why...wut's wrong wif dat u hate me dat much??ade je benda tak kena...ade je benda nak marah...she'll try to find sumthing as long as dia bole marah aku...xpenah le kalo balik tak kene marah..mmg..mmg aku xtau camne nak amik ati org..i'm not a sweet talker kind of person..i just know how to tell da truth..
i'm not trying to say dat she not a gud mom..it's just i have to take it out..i just can't keep it to maself and carry it anymore..i just dun have sumone to talk to..sumone for me to share ma problem...how i wish dat ma father is still around....tak baik ckp camnie, but....i only felt loved when he's around...she's still da greatest mom on earth...but i just need sum of ur luv...dat's all...
i keep on convincing maself dat there's sumbody who lov me..i keep on convincing maself dat my mom luv me...but it will just end up dissapointing me..dah habis ke kasih sayang dia sampai takleh nak bg ckit pun kat aku??since i got into mmu and i got my ptptn, i didn't ask her to gimme money pun...i live by maself...okay masa kat emerald, she pay da rental...after that, not a cent pun..again i ask for her money masa memula pindah cyber...coz i really need money at dat time...dengan nak baya deposit and to buy sum furniture...but after that, not a penny...all da rental, da electrical bills, water bills, books and cloth all from da ptptn...tak mintak kat dia pun...even when i got back to ma hometown...any hauzhold stuff yg takde, i bought wif ma own money...tak claim pun...but yet, i'm still the black sheep of da family....
cume nak mintak tulun bayakan bill tepon jerk coz i really need to make a phone call..i want to set an interview coz dah 2 kali miss interview wif ntv7...and i wanna make a comformation wif citibank bout my interview...bukannyer mahal..RM100 sumthing jerk...i only ask her to pay da bill...bukan soh bayakan sewa ker..bayakan bill ker..tanggung mkn or gimme duit banjer...she just replied, u didn't even call me, so wut for i have to pay ur bill...u can sms and call ur bf but u didn't call me at all..u can spend ur money for dat unnessary call and sms, so suit urself..pay ur own bill..keep on comparing me wif man..abg fatiah..she said that i'm selfish...never think bout others...dat's why my brothers always mad at me..but as far as i'm concern, there's no problem between me and ma brother...slalu jerk kitowang sms or call...buatper call kalo sekadar nak denga dia membebel jerk..she should call me also, coz i'm her daughter rite???bancik dolu masa kat uniten bole jerk dia call slalu..every week..kalo lama tak denga citer bole jerk call...bancik dah dpt duit jpa pun, she will always call and ask him whether he got money...she will always give him sum money when ever he came back to ipoh..but she never ask me whether i got money or not...but i never miss to give her anything on her birthday or on mother's day...wut abour his beloved sons??buat per nak mengungkit nanti cam tak ikhlas...tp, it's really hurting me..
i try ma best not to burden her...semua benda i did on my own...every single thing...tp...sayang sgt ngan her son...he's the most gud child among us..nak kata paling pandai, aku yg paling pandai walaupun sebenanyer tak pandai mana..if he involve in accident,hse'll pay eveeerything..but if i'm involve in accident, i'll every single penny wif ma money...kalo aku blk, semua benda aku buat, dr basuh kain sampai lipat kain, dr masak sampai basuh pinggan...and still, i;m the selfish one...why...wut's wrong wif dat u hate me dat much??ade je benda tak kena...ade je benda nak marah...she'll try to find sumthing as long as dia bole marah aku...xpenah le kalo balik tak kene marah..mmg..mmg aku xtau camne nak amik ati org..i'm not a sweet talker kind of person..i just know how to tell da truth..
i'm not trying to say dat she not a gud mom..it's just i have to take it out..i just can't keep it to maself and carry it anymore..i just dun have sumone to talk to..sumone for me to share ma problem...how i wish dat ma father is still around....tak baik ckp camnie, but....i only felt loved when he's around...she's still da greatest mom on earth...but i just need sum of ur luv...dat's all...
just remember...
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soonAnd there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back nowWill our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this townI keep,
I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
da real A2-1-1
everytime when i listen to this song, it just make me wanna cry..remember, we will still be fwen forever till death do as apart...i really luv u guys...
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Time Square....yeay....
muahahaha....akhirnyer pegi gak time square tuh...pas nie leha mmg dah takleh nak kerek dah...muahahaha...punyer ler lama plan nak gi, akhirnya, tercapai gak hajat nak gi..sebenanyer i've been there wif asip..tp, cam tak jumpe tpt games dia...muahaha..bodo kan??
actually, it's a very last min plan...plan nak gi mandi sungai kat sungai gabai..smlm dah plan nak gerak kol 9 dr umah..i've to wake up early coz i planned to cook macaroni..i woke up at 9..but everybody still asleep...so i went back to bed...again at 10 i woke up...and still nobody awake..akhirnyer i woke up at 12...this time terus bgn coz cam nak tgk melodi...then baru jaja cam bgn, tuh pun sepul dah nak sampai..around 5 min after sepul dtg, aireen plak dtg dgn tak mandinyer...coz dia bajet nak mandi kat gabai....
so semua org lepak kat hall...kalo nak gi gabai at this time mmg ramai giler ler org...kalo tpt tuh beso i don't mind..tpt kecik jerk beso kolam taik depan umah aku jerk....so, suddenly jaja bg cadangan yg agak bernas for da 1st time...she said "ape kata kita gi time square.bole jumpe leha.kita pun dah lama plan nak gi.tp tak penah sampai." then everybody went...bole gak...so every body siap..in 1 hrs time we'll leave da hauz...semua siap..aireen gi balik umah mandi..siap dtg umah kitowang naik keta td..punyer ler pemalas...muahahaha...i sms leha said "meet us at time square in 2 hrs time.come and join da fun". cam iklan pun ade..then she replied sayin dat she can't make it coz her brother is comin to her hauz for lunch and they plan to go to a movie...tgk citer tamil....
so we still proceed wif da plan...on da way nak sampai tetibe jaja call ckp sepul ngan beba cam tanak main plak...pegi dua keta..beba tumpang sepul and jaja..me, asip and aireen in one car..kitowang dlm keta aireen dah tekad, derang tanak gi pun kitowang nak gi gak..so janji jumpe kat lot 10 punyer food court coz nak lunch...
akhirnyer derang nak gak gi...dah sampai kat time square..tetibe beba plak tanak main...ish...gatal tau dia nie..terajang kang...hehehe...hasil pujukan aireen..dia pun main gak..yeay...dah lama tak jadik cam bebdk...aku pun ape lg...terus terkinja-kinja cam beruk mak ye...xde nak control2 dah...excited dah nie...main semua benda..memula main Ooort's Express..sepul yg yeye nak naik benda tuh...layan kan jeler...sian nengok dia..yeler nak naik roller coaster dia takot...bajet game nie cam bodo-bodo jerk...skalik dia spin, mak ai...laju giler....
pastuh main Spinning Orbit..takde ler besh mana pun...pastuh excited nak naik Space Attack...yg nie giler babi bapak takut siot...dia pusing 360 degree...masa tgh naik tuh...i went like...wut happen if this thing cabut...i'm surely gonna die...pergghhh...takut siot,tp tak setakot solero shoots ..tp cuak ler gak...aku tgk muka cuak aireen..aireen plak mengadap muka cuak aku...time dia spin..takut giler babi siot...then main Dizzy Izzy...mmg dizzy pun...lepas main nie pale pusing siot...
actually, it's a very last min plan...plan nak gi mandi sungai kat sungai gabai..smlm dah plan nak gerak kol 9 dr umah..i've to wake up early coz i planned to cook macaroni..i woke up at 9..but everybody still asleep...so i went back to bed...again at 10 i woke up...and still nobody awake..akhirnyer i woke up at 12...this time terus bgn coz cam nak tgk melodi...then baru jaja cam bgn, tuh pun sepul dah nak sampai..around 5 min after sepul dtg, aireen plak dtg dgn tak mandinyer...coz dia bajet nak mandi kat gabai....
so semua org lepak kat hall...kalo nak gi gabai at this time mmg ramai giler ler org...kalo tpt tuh beso i don't mind..tpt kecik jerk beso kolam taik depan umah aku jerk....so, suddenly jaja bg cadangan yg agak bernas for da 1st time...she said "ape kata kita gi time square.bole jumpe leha.kita pun dah lama plan nak gi.tp tak penah sampai." then everybody went...bole gak...so every body siap..in 1 hrs time we'll leave da hauz...semua siap..aireen gi balik umah mandi..siap dtg umah kitowang naik keta td..punyer ler pemalas...muahahaha...i sms leha said "meet us at time square in 2 hrs time.come and join da fun". cam iklan pun ade..then she replied sayin dat she can't make it coz her brother is comin to her hauz for lunch and they plan to go to a movie...tgk citer tamil....
so we still proceed wif da plan...on da way nak sampai tetibe jaja call ckp sepul ngan beba cam tanak main plak...pegi dua keta..beba tumpang sepul and jaja..me, asip and aireen in one car..kitowang dlm keta aireen dah tekad, derang tanak gi pun kitowang nak gi gak..so janji jumpe kat lot 10 punyer food court coz nak lunch...
akhirnyer derang nak gak gi...dah sampai kat time square..tetibe beba plak tanak main...ish...gatal tau dia nie..terajang kang...hehehe...hasil pujukan aireen..dia pun main gak..yeay...dah lama tak jadik cam bebdk...aku pun ape lg...terus terkinja-kinja cam beruk mak ye...xde nak control2 dah...excited dah nie...main semua benda..memula main Ooort's Express..sepul yg yeye nak naik benda tuh...layan kan jeler...sian nengok dia..yeler nak naik roller coaster dia takot...bajet game nie cam bodo-bodo jerk...skalik dia spin, mak ai...laju giler....
pastuh main Spinning Orbit..takde ler besh mana pun...pastuh excited nak naik Space Attack...yg nie giler babi bapak takut siot...dia pusing 360 degree...masa tgh naik tuh...i went like...wut happen if this thing cabut...i'm surely gonna die...pergghhh...takut siot,tp tak setakot solero shoots ..tp cuak ler gak...aku tgk muka cuak aireen..aireen plak mengadap muka cuak aku...time dia spin..takut giler babi siot...then main Dizzy Izzy...mmg dizzy pun...lepas main nie pale pusing siot...
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